Today, I feel kinda better because we are going downtown and do some fun stuff with my mom and her boyfriend. I don't have much to say so, I think I'm gonna go!
Love,
Lacee

Hey Everybody!
I have to go to school soon... it sucks. I'm not failing anything. I am going to spend-the-night at my best friends house tonight! I can't wait because I have not seen her in awhile!

I am reading this book called Cut. It is about this girl who cuts her self but she is at this treatment facultiy. She won't talk to anybody but, I'm not sure why yet. When she wants to cut her rist, she gets dizzy and your rists just need to be cut and they need to feel the pain. When she finally cuts them, the pain feels good. Thats how I feel sometimes. I will get dizzy. When I would cut it, the pain felt so good. Its awsome and it will make you feel better... to the people that do it. I feel that kinda stuff sometime and it scares me.

Hey Everybody,
Today, I am going to Mason with my sister and my grandma. Mason is a very small town if you did not know. We are going to vist my lonley great grandma, Mimi. I really don't want to go but I have to. The only reason I'm happy about going is I get to get away from home for a couple of hours.
Love,
Lacee

Hey all of you blogger's! The reason why I named my blog a "A Rough Adventure" was because I'm not having such a great time right now. My parents just got divorced and I have had to move alot over the years. I'm gonna start off telling you about me. My name is Lacee and I am 13 years old. I love to write so, I am here to write my feelings. I am not trying to get people to feel sorry for me if that is what you are thinking. I just need a place to... not be so stressed. Last year my parents got a divorce because my dad was cheating on my mom. While he was married to my mom, he was dating my moms friend. My moms friend also had a son, and her son was my brothers best friend. When my mom found all about this shit... she stayed in bed forever and cryed. Of course I could not do anything, because I thought everything would be fun without my dad around. I thought all of that untill we had to move and I had to leave all of my friends. I had to start a new school in a different town, see my dad every other weekend, all a bunch a crap. I was depressed and really could not take what was happening and it was hard to controll it all at once. Now, its even worse. I am so depressed, I never eat, I always fill like killing myself. I have tryed it but, never knew how. Nobody knows what I think about or do. Not even my friends. I always want to run away. I even cut my rists a couple of times. I DON'T need help and I'm not sphyco... Its just, I've never really felt like this before. My dad is getting married to my moms friend! CAN YOU BELIVE THAT! He is still with her... thats crazy. Anyways, I have to go. Hope you got to know me a little better.
Love,
Lacee