I am so confused. What would you do if your parents got a divorce, you had to start a new school, you had to make new friends, you really didn't feel like you belonged in your family, you pretty much did not want to ever be born?
Its weird... how I feel. I can't explain any of it. I wish I had the house to myself for one day. A day where I could figure stuff out and a day where I could be alone and think. But, like thats ever going to happen. I still feel like the other day. Or, like my other post. This town brings back bad memories. When my family was together and everything was perfect.

I feel like running away. I feel like walking and thinking. I want to go away. I need to get out of this house. I need to get out of this state. I need to get out of this country. I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of my dad. I'm sick of my mom. I'm sick of school. I'm sick of life. I want to runaway and never come back until I have everything figured out. I want to get away. It is even hard to sleep in my own bed. I need to get out so bad and I just can't take it anymore! I'm sick of my pathetic life! OMG! I REALLY CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE. I WANT TO BR FREE. I HATE WHERE I AM. I HATE ME. I HATE MY LIFE. I WANT TO DIE. LIFE IS BOTHERING ME. I'M SICK OF PEOPLE. I HATE BEING BULLIED. I HATE MY GRADES. OH GOD I NEED TO GET AWAY SO BAD. IT IS MAKING MY BRAIN HURT. I HATE THIS HOUSE. THE AIR IS STUFFY. I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATH. I REALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY? WHY AM I NOT HAPPY? I WANT TO BE HAPPY. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO..OH GOD PLEASE. I NEED A FRIEND. OH ITS LIKE A BREAKDOWN. CRYING. DREAMING. THINKING. WORK. PEOPLE. LIFE.